December 2011
1 post
July 2011
2 posts
annoyed.
I’d never let my son down, yet you think that somehow I’m going to fuck things up. Everything I’ve accomplished thus far has now been discredited, lost in all the negatives you seem to dig up against me. Why? I don’t know. Not trying to brag, but I think that given the situation I placed myself in, having gone through the hardships, and being where I am today I think I...
June 2011
1 post
May 2011
6 posts
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One of my good friends has a son that was diagnosed with epilepsy. You don’t know how sad I’m feeling, how much I want to help her and her son out, and how tight I’m holding my own as he sleeps.
April 2011
3 posts
My husband is giving himself a motivational pep talk while on the toilet.
Automatic vs Stick vs Motorcycle
sofapizza:
AHAHAHA, so true. except the last part. grossss.
March 2011
6 posts
WHAT NATIONAL DAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY?
meltan:
zombieeesh:
cookiesforlove:
stay-cute:
harrypottersexyglasses:
Check here and reblog!
Mine: May 9 is … Lost Sock Memorial Day
International moment of frustration scream day
LOL WUT!?
Newspaper carrier day LOL
My boyfriend: February 24 is … National Tortilla Chip Day
Me: December 23 is … Roots Day
Our anniversary: June 16 is … National Hollerin’ Contest Day (oh god I...
ethan stories.
The day that I went to Balboa Park, Ethan was trying to play with this one kid. He had to be around Ethan’s age. The kid didn’t want Ethan playing with him and started being mean to him, even yelled at him. The dad was looking on, NOT doing anything. So what did Ethan do? Throw sand at him.
As a mother, of course I told him it was bad, he shouldn’t have done it and made him...
Day 2: How I've changed in the past two years.
Promoted, SDSU. Need I say more?
It’s been a whirlwind of responsibilities, but I honestly wouldn’t trade it for the world.
Day 1: Weird things I do when I'm alone.
Sometimes, I’ll sit there and talk to myself. Don’t act like you don’t do it. There are those moments where all of a sudden you end up having a conversation with yourself, and then you realize how alone and bored you are.
oh hell no.
You know something’s wrong when the Supreme Court gives the OK for someone to hold up a sign that says “Thank God for dead soldiers” at a military funeral. That’s beyond disgusting. BEYOND DISGUSTING.
February 2011
1 post
idk. my poor mind.
It has gotten to the point where my mind has to do a lot of sifting to get to the memory I have to recall. The other day, I ended up showering three times. I was squeaky clean that day.
With home, school, and work, balancing life has become more of a challenge. But it makes life more rewarding when I can make it all happen successfully, and I think I’m doing a pretty darn good job. Now I...
November 2010
1 post
I can’t wait to redecorate the home. Since were going to be occupying this townhouse for the next 3 years, Eric and I have decided that we are going to get a permit to paint the walls, get new furniture and electronics, and hang stuff. I’m sure that this project will take 3 years, but it’s nice to start building a home and buying stuff for our next one.
And if you were...
October 2010
4 posts
Today was horrific on so many levels. The fact that this speech therapist can call herself a “professional” is insulting to those who work in the same field. To place judgement, stereotype, and be hypocritical doesn’t qualify you to work in a field that takes care of people. The medical center and TriWest will receive lengthy formal complaints, very lengthy. I refuse to let her...
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September 2010
5 posts
Beautiful Disaster: A Breather →
meltan:
zabrinajayne:
Spending time with BestFriend Rox, Kat, Sarah & Jake tonight at Yogurtland is what I socially needed I like the religious environment that PLNU has to offer but… it’s almost suffocating I can’t absolutely be myself at PLNU or else people will think I’m scandalous, too loud, obnoxious, annoying…
Advice: Don’t give a fuck what other people think about you. Be you. You...
(I walk through the door)
Ethan: Hi
Me: Hi Ethan! How are you?
(He stares at me)
Me: Say "I'm good, Mommy"
Ethan: Why?
lol, TOO CUTE.
“I have to care about your feelings. My birthday is coming up…”
– The amazing Eric.
Everytime these hoarding shows come on, I have the sudden urge to go organize something in my house. It’s 1 AM, “Hoarders” is on, and I’m organizing all the paperwork I have saved. I feel a sense of accomplishment & I’ll feel some regret when I have to wake up early in the morning.
August 2010
11 posts
Dearest Eric
I hope you enjoyed reading through the things I wrote about you. As I was doing the “10 things” activity, I found myself falling more and more in love with you. It’s been so rough being apart, but thinking about you through this had made the days more easier to deal with. I guess you can say that this whole thing is my letter to you; to let you know that I’m always thinking...
My definition of love
When you’re in love, you just feel it. True love can’t be captured in written word, but I can tell you that when you feel that the person you adore is the one that God made especially for you, that’s love. You will know when it hits you. When it does, that love becomes stronger, more passionate, everlasting, and unconditional.
If you haven’t found that love yet, you will....
What do Eric and I often do together.
When you’re married, have a home, have a beautiful rambunctious toddler, and go to work and/or school, leisure time is close to nonexistent. So being married, maintaining a home, chillin’ with and taking care of the Bubba, going to work and going to school is something he and I do often.
I don’t want to scare any of you. I pretty much revealed that my social life doesn’t...
The last movie Eric and I saw together.
LOL, good question. I really can’t answer because I’m not a big movie person and we dont watch movies a lot. The last one I remember was “Man on Fire”.
The last thing we did together.
It was 3 weeks ago-ish, and we went to the beach to watch the sun set. We finally got to watch one with Ethan. It was nice :)
What I love about Eric
• His eyes when he smiles. They light up. It makes me happy :)
• He makes an effort to do things that I’m interested in, or at least give it a chance. For example, he doesn’t watch football but he is willing to take me to the games.
• He always does something to make me laugh.
• He brings me food when I’m at work, even when I don’t ask.
• Before he goes off to work,...
Five facts about Eric.
I’m behind again, but whatevs. Here’s the next thingy.
Eric has the word “mahal” tattooed on his arm in honor of his new family. Some of his shipmates gave him shit because since he got it in Hawaii, they thought he misspelled “mahalo”. Eric should have backhanded them.
Eric has a scar on his lip from getting into a fight with a bulldog.
Eric loves taking...
01. Where did I meet Eric.
I initially met Eric over facebook. He found me, wanted to get to know me, all that. I don’t accept friend requests from people I don’t even have a vague memory of, but it seemed like he was someone from my past. Turns out I never met the guy.
I agreed to meet with him in person and prayed that I wouldn’t get raped or anything. Nervous, I drove to Horton Plaza, where I found...
Found this, might as well since I miss him.
Ten things
Where did you meet your boyfriend?
Favorite picture of your boyfriend
Favorite picture of you and your boyfriend
5 facts about your boyfriend
Make a list of the things you like about your boyfriend
What did you two do the last time you hung out?
What was the last movie you two saw together?
What do you guys do often?
Give your definition of love
Write a letter to your...
June 2010
5 posts
Got my phone call. He will probably call later. Sweet.
Bank card in the tv. Not sweet.
Having a wall-mounted flat screen tv would be pretty sweet.
It gets lonely.
There are some mornings where instead of waking up to my husband’s face, I wake up to an email from him, or at least with the hope that he wrote one. I can’t complain. This is the life that I have accepted, so there’s no sense in crying over sleeping in a bed all by myself. All I can do is dream of the day that he comes back, because all he can do from this point on is come back....
Three years!
Even though our dating anniversary isn’t as significant as our wedding anniversary, it’s still important to me. On this day, three years ago, the love of my life came around. I couldn’t be happier with the person God made for me. When you’re with someone and everything just clicks perfectly, you know it was meant to be. That’s how it was when I first met him....
bridezillas.
I’m watching “Bridezillas” with Ivy and her crazy filipino mom. I am just so happy to find out that there is a mom more insane than mine. My goodness.
I’ve come to the conclusion that if it wasn’t for my hair, Eric wouldn’t have wanted to get to know me. You see, when he found me on Facebook my profile picture was of my new haircut that was covering my face. Covering my face. I guess my hair is (or was) that damn gorgeous.
In 5 (not 6, like I originally posted) days it’ll be 3 years of being with each other. :)
I really...
May 2010
1 post
i haven't been here in a minute...
I think I’m going to utilize this tumblr more. I am really going to try to. Maybe I’ll write more stuff after I finish my apple jacks. Maybe I’ll write about my eating experience with my delicious bowl of cereal.
…maybe.
September 2009
4 posts
oh dear.
Blogs that I wrote back in high school give me a legitimate reason to hate myself. Not that I would, but it definitely has got me saying WTF.
orbital drop shock trooper
Halo 3: ODST comes out next Tuesday and it looks LEGIT. I think I’m going to pee in my pants when I start playing it. And then next year they’re coming out with what may be the biggest Halo game thus far, HALO: REACH. Mmm, SEXY.
Can’t wait :)
9/11.
The most heartwrenching story I’ve heard about 9/11 was about the father who was on one of the planes. Before the plane crashed, he called his son’s school and asked to speak to his son. He told his son how much he loved him and how he’ll grow up to be someone he’ll be proud of.
To this day families are still devastated from losing loved ones at the hands of hatred and...